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Friday, February 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 18:06:47 GMT

NEW BLOB!?!??!

TAKEN OFF MAI MYSPACE BLOB AND STYL NOT FINISHED BUT WUTEVER!?!?!...

mai life currentlee...SUX!??! mai friendz duh few i got or wonderful tah meeh n alll...tryin tah make meeh feel better every difficult step of the way...[[[teNgZ mostlee tah mai lil sexy peanUt mAmmY, FeWiSha& BaM BaM...i ow big...i love yo0 guyz lyk yo0 would never ever believe...tengz for listening n dealin wit mai downness...n mai hysterikalness at brunch todae!!??! sory if i was krazee n got yah wet wit tearz n shtuff...but i kant even thank yo0 all enuff for everything yah all dun for meeh in the yearz to0...if i kan d0 neting juss please tell meeh ASAP...im here for yo0!?!>>....okay dash not the bad part! dash duh only best part!!! well so stuff happened a little ago...shtuff was figured out n sed n felt n ect...n i dunt tink ish duh ryt place n tym tah tell dat...ish juss been so hard for meeh tah deal... im sik behind stressed running outta tym depressed n hurt!??!! itz hard gettin through mai day without thinking about "NUDLE"?!?! i think of nudle all the tym... i swear yesterday all i thought about was nudle?!?! jn i barely even d0 dat kuz yo0 knoe i got skul to pay attention tah...but no it was sooooo krazee i was bawling at BRUNCH wen bam bam asked meeh wut was wrong!??!! i couldnt believe maiself!??! den at lunch 2 gyrl frenz of myn...was tokin bout it n agen i couldnt hold bak!??! i bawled ryt der n den....todae i promised maiself dat i would control maiself as in TRY as hard as i kan!?!?! den n first i found sumting out from a fren...n i couldnt help but vent in a notebook den agen wit a frend in duh klass.... i was pissed out!?!?! i was at the gyrl den at the guy den at the situation den other detailz den all at the same fucking tym... den the sadness rolled in...den i started tah cry in KLASSSSS wyl i was ryting styl...n i kept gettin are yah okay wutz happening n shit from friendz around... omg was it horrible luckily it was a video dat was playing not duh teacher kuz duh lightz were off!?! (i tink???) but yah den i went outside for air ....well den at brunch i toked tah sexy n bam was it meeh....shit... after a few wordz about it n i yelled out BITCHHHHH den i EXPLODED into TEARZ!??!?! i couldnt take it i was juss waiting tah let it out... juss controling so much so little.... i guess i wasnt used to it so wen i kame out... it was yelling n bawling crying.... i got a lot of hugz from mai frenz (yah noe hu yah are....teng Q!) but all i remember was wut i felt,,,wut i wanted tah do....hu was der.... n wut i sed "ITZ NOTTTTT OKAY?!?!?!?!" because it fucking wasnt okay!??! OKAY??? it wasnt! im not okay!!!!! i dunt feel okay! i wont be okay!!! mai life isnt okay?!?! so how kan yo0 guyz kum up tah meeh n say ITZ OKAY!?!?! KUZ ISH NOT!!! (oh n not mad at yo0! im juss saying i guess...sori!!) but yeah i felt bakstabbed...hidden from... i wanted tah fight big tym with her or sok sumwun realllllllllllyyyyyy bad...n if i saw her or him ryt der n dem i woulda start hell den!?!?! SHIET was i soooo pissed off!?!?! but den i had tah go to klass n compress everything agen....GOSH it was figgin hard!??! i ended up crying in klass AAA LOTTTTTTTTT after dat!??!?! after dat yo0 kant ever juss hold it in so easily!?!! so yeah den i remembered duh promise i told maiself n i wont 4get!?! so agen i did...control cover n smile....lyk i kan do oh so damn well!?! but lately i refuse to REALLY REALLY hid..for all den hu knoe..i wear no make up on sik...or bad nudle dayz!?!?! gosh kraze!?! so yeah im juss suppppper down!! i almost blew up at lunch todae but bam calmed meeh down but being hmmmm himself...n feh helped big tym too in 3rd! but yeah so now im trying to forget....n not be weak...n not be used n stuppid....lyk i have been lately....ive been letting mai emotionz n feelz keep meeh down low but now nooooo i refuse for at least todae ill try hard...nex ting yo0 noe tomorrow ill be crying n bum looking agen lyk monday!?! so yeah.... im trying wish meeh luck!?! but im sooo mad how im trying so hard n crying everyday n stressed thinking about nudle n missing lyk krazee den i fiund out nudlez having fun toking tah more mills people...kant nudle have consideration for wiut i feel wen nudle talkz tah mai "frendz" n dat "friend" "lyks" nudle?!?!! huh??? kuz i noe nudle will FREAK if i tok tah nudlez WM friendz n i noe dey lyk meeh!?!? i KNOE!?!??!?! I KNOE!!

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 19:06:06 GMT

So0 hello.. ppl... wonder if anywun even kumz here anymore??? haha... well yeah sori i dunt ryt i even forgot for a long booty tym i had dis!?! haha i juss membered now!?! soo yeah... ish a dae before kevinz birthday.. im excited... therez sumting goin down at his place dat day.... n ish CHRISTMAS FRIDAY!?!! imma gib the lyk onlee 3 giftz i got tomorrow!!! haha....low on cash kuz more important giftz to more important ppl.... not lyk yoor mai frend need a gift.... so den wutever~!... yeah hmm den on fridae i got rachez recital den fam party den mendezanian or wutever party at nyt... den model klass church den youth group on sunday!!? haha... im so BZ!!!... lolz.. i think i got most of it all planned out.... with tymz n ridez juss not outfitz!?!?!?! i need three different Xmas outfitz!?! for fri...sat...sun...!?! well yeah mayb ill find out todae.. imma d0 sum layt shoppin todae!?! hmmm.... wutelse... im takin mai second official plane ride alone... tah vegas on wed nex week tah join mai oder parentz ober der.... i feel real bad for leavin mai papa. here... but yeah mom got mad wen i even ask tah go home b4 new yearz... so imma be gone most all of winter vakay! haha.. but i got a SMALLL thing going on on mon n tuesday nex week... b4 i leave.... wanna kum??? haha... so anywayz... hmmm imma get going kuz i got a couple of other thingz tah do.... see yo0 happy holidaez....merry christmas....hapi newyearz.... gud luck on finalz n katchin up.... bai bai.... *H0 HA H0!?!* heehee (wink wink) i love yo0 all... take kare... enjoy... feel gud... stay wit loved wunz... open giftz asap! hehe... dunt think about dietz n all juss eat it all!?! yoo0 knoe yo0 wanna!?!! haahaha.... bai!!?!?!?!

~**~ lil MiS KaY ~**~

0h yah... wanted list!?! check mai myspace....link should be on the bottom in an entry...hmm nov... sumting! haha but yo0 aint got tah... but if so0 teng Q!?!

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 19:23:59 GMT

okay okay sori sori i never continued mai blob of homekuming...well if yah wanna knoe ask meeh personalleee...oh n also i got developments of 7 films from all the way bak in AuGuSt?!! so if yah wanna see dat...hit meeh up! hmmm well dez daiz ive been packin movin go kumin n shietz lyk dat... i moved all the way tah Daly City now..so if yo0 from der...HaE!...but anywayz...hmm i styl sleep over here in millbrae for a few dayz kuz ish closer tah mills yah knoe... hmmm mai beyboobee kame hurr tah mill tah help meeh n mai parents do a couple shtuff around the place lyk paint mai r00m bak tah white...TENG Q HUNNIE!??! wellz it was hellah kool...kuz we didn argue o nutin....ish was sweet n mai parents drove him home both tymz...hmmmfelicia kam the first nyt also...she was paintin all over haha n mai BAK! haha tengx Feh!...we were doing homework most of the tym..n hun was painting bai himself!...peenuttiebooty kam 3-4 on the second day...tah teach meeh a dance she made herself tah mai song..1 2 step! haha ish hellah kool...im gettin it sorta hahha im off countz...but ish funn! SO DEN SHOUTOUT TAH MAI SEXY MAMMY...TENGX GIRL AGEN FOR ALL YOO HELP!?! I LABADABDAB YO0!?! n well im kinda not stressed as much kuz a finished a long tym stressing meeh out project for mai failing klass english! mai book chat... i hope mai presentation is okay!...i didnt finish the book! hah but yeah pray for meeh okay??? well yeah n mai momz helping meeh wit mai fashion file for barbizon... i juss BETTER finish it!??! n hmm omg but im hellah stressed over...mai LV trip with HOPEFULLY MAI HUNNIE!?! during Xmas BreaK!...and HAE YA'LL MAI BEYBOOBEE'S BIRTHDAY IS IN 17 DAYZ TODAE!??! [better greet him or yo0ll see!...jk!!]...hmm yeah styl gotta get a gift... ^_^'.... but yeah... imma try tah plan a shopping thing next week for Xmas n all!?! n shtuff.. but i dunt got HELLAh money!?! nemore..im lyk screwed for the holidae///giftz!?! n imma see wash going on for our yearly...holiday party gathering get togathah!?! haha hmmmmyeaah.... im sooo -___-' so much shiet to do!.... i feel overwhelmed and worried and stressed agen!?! yo0 damn blob make meeh think of other thingz i styl gotta do..lyk pik all mai DAMN outfitz for sunday! haha well yeah ish not dat hard i think!?!? i hope not!?! well yeah...hmmm.... juss hit meeh up if yo0 in for nething... or ideaz...agreements...or hi?? haha anything kuz im tierd..n feeling lyk tymz running out..looking at the datez n tymz..is all i do now...n plan n blah n blah n blah.. but EVERYTHING HAS TO BE PERFECT!??!! dast how i am!!? [A PERFECTIONIST!] well...*TAKE KURE...LUV MAI FRIENDZ...OF COURSE I MEAN BOIFWEN TOO!?!...MUAH*

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 22:46:08 GMT

OMG!?!?! itz homekuming todai.... ive been stressing about this day for weekz now!!! to try to make kevin go!?! he finally agreed... but yeah im soooo Xcited!?! i borrowed rachelz dress....

WAIT TO BE CONTINUED!?!?! SORI PPL!?!?! BAI BAI!!! WISH MEEH FUNN!!?!

Monday, November 08, 2004

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 18:47:00 GMT

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ATE!?!

NOVEMBER 8....

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 04:55:50 GMT

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/3209321

oh for all yoo ppl dat dunt got myspace herez mai account... and i take the 'look at it on friendster' bak kuz itz too big of a file to dl... so yeah itz only... in xanga n myspace... and yah...so yah...

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 04:08:13 GMT

omg!?! ive been procraStinating forever about scanning pikz... and finally todae yay!?! i scanned mai FAVORITE FAVORITE PICTUREZ... of meeh n kevin (mai baybee!?!) and made a perti collagey thingy!?! aint it perti!?! itz the pik on my profyl thingy.... i love it... if yoo wanna see it bigger... tell meeh... or go to my space or friendster... haha ish hellah kool... im HELLLLLAAAA PROUD of MAI SELF!?! haha "im lovin it!" hahaa..... anywayz.... n0w i know how to make thoughz kinda thingz!?! YAY!!! well anywayz...oh and hazel gave meeh a picture frame a while back that sayz 'cool dude' n 'hot chick'... haha and i never used it til now!?! hahha so yeah n0w i got meeh and mai lovez pikx from dis yearz skul year!?! kyut stuff.. i tried to scan it but den itz a frame and all so it kame out all dark...-____-' it suked!?! haha oh well... if yah ever make it tah mai place yoo'll see it for sure! i love picturez!?! and I LOVE PICTUREZ WITH MEEH AND HUNNIE!?!... rachel sayz meeh and kevin are photogenic...wut do yo0 think? i think in dez picz we are... but anywayz... driverz ed!?! nge nge! not BAD BAD but yoo know meeh not a MORNING pers0n at all!?! s0 hard tah wake up... but now at least i wake tah sun kuz of the tym changez... hmmm... anywayz... i gotta d0 sum business so... deuces... i heard dat from genises.. start saying it randomly den heard danrae say it... lolz... 0h wellz....

mom sed "im losing mai own identity..." 0h godness gotta change dat!?!... -___-'

enj0y life....

happy birthday justin!

HAPPEE HALL0WEEN!?!

Monday, October 18, 2004

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 03:03:48 GMT

CIARA LYRICS

"1, 2 Step"
(feat. Missy Elliott)

[Intro]
Ladies and genntlemen,
Ladies and gentlemen,
This is a Jazze Phizal (Jazze Phizal) productshizzle,
Missy (Missy),
The princess is here,
(She's here) Ciara, This be it

[Verse 1]
Automatic supersonic hypnotic funky fresh,
Work my body so melodic,
The beat flows right through my chest,
Everybody ma and poppy came to party,
Grab somebody,Work your body, work your body,
Let me see you 1,2 step

[Hook]
Rock it, don't stop it,
Everybody get on the floor,
Wake the party up,
We about to get it on,
(Let me see ya'll)
1,2 step,
(I love it when ya'll)
1,2 step
(Everybody)
1,2 step,
We about to get it on,
This beat is

[Verse 2]
Outrageous so contagious make you crave it,
(Jazze made it),
So retarded, top charted,
Ever since the day I started,
Strut my stuff,
And yes i flaunt it,
Goodies make the boys jump on it
(Jump on it),
No i can't control myself,
Now let me do my 1,2 step

[Hook]

(We goin'to step it like this.oooohwee)

[Bridge]
It don't matter to me,
We can dace slow
(Ladies and gentlemen),
Whichever way the beats drop,
Our bodies will go
(I like this ah),
So swing it over here,
Mr.DJ,
(Hey,Hey),
And we will, we wil rock you up
It don't matter to me,
We can dance slow
(Dance slow yeah),
Whichever way the beats drop,
Our bodies wil go,
So swing over
here, Mr. DJ,
(Ladies and Gentlemen),
And we will, we will rock you,
Lets shake

[Missy]
I shake it like jello,
And make the boys say hello,
Cause they know im rockin' the beat
(Rocking the beat),
I know you heard about a lot of great MC's,
But the aint got nothing on me (nothing on me),
Because im 5 foot 2,
I wanna dance with you,
And im sophisticated fun,
I eat filet mignon,
And i'm nice and young,
Best believe im number one
(Whoa)

[Hook 2x]

This is for the hearing impaired,
A Jazze Pha production, (oooohweee), (oooohwee)

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 22:12:56 GMT

-_-'

MUSIQ SOULCHILD LYRICS

"Bestfriend"
(feat. Carol Riddick)

[Verse 1]
[Musiq]
Now a days I don't understand
Why my love doesn't love me like she used to before
Now lately the sun jus doesn't shine and my paradise is gone

[Chorus 1]
Cause most of the time
We argue and fight
Over things that doesn't really matter
Lord knows that I tried
To give all my love
So what should I do?

[Chorus 2]
[Carol]
You got to understand it's all about give and take
You can't be so demanding
Things won't always go your way
If you just give it time
And think about her feelings
Then things will work out fine
Learn to make her your best friend

[Verse 2]
[Musiq]
I hear what you saying but my girl she's always
Complaining and and blaming me for things I'll never do
And I don't know what, what it is that I did that was
So wrong to make her feel I'll ever be untrue to her

[Chorus 1]
Cause most of the time
We argue and fight
Over things that doesn't really matter
Lord knows that I tried
To give all my love to her what should I do?

[Chorus 2]
[Carol]
You got to understand it's all about give and take
You can't be so demanding
Things won't always go your way
If you'll just give it time
And think about her feelings
Then things will work out fine
Learn to make her your best friend

[Bridge 1]
See what you need to do is stop catching attitude's
And just try to take the time to hear her out
Stop being so defensive and try to be more attentive to
Show here you respect what she's talkin 'bout
Cause you know how us women can be and when we
Feel threatened we react instinctivly when our emotions have grown to its high we can tend to
just let it control
Our lives

[Musiq]

Well all right I'll try next time I'll try a little tenderness
Even make sure that I give her more complements
Maybe I could practice on being more patient
And compromise for my baby yeah yeah.

[Bridge 2 2x]
[together]
If you want her in your life
Then you got to be willing to try
See it's worth the struggle
Cause in the end she will always
Be your best friend yeah.

~~~M00d: rEsTleSs!?!

Friday, October 08, 2004

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 05:11:19 GMT

~ things juss kum n go so quicklee without a hint or say and as they go.. it sheds a part of yoo dat kan never be returned agen... -__-'
~ yoo kant ever go back yoo kan only fall bak.. dats wut i think...
~ the door is closed for now... not knowing if itll stay or how long itll be closed and with your hand still on the nob yoor the onlee wun dat kan open it... and release mai hapiness from itz shelter...
~thank yoo'z rise and tap yoor ears too remind yoo of everything dat once happened...
~ sadness katches mai heart n dares anywun to try to losen itz grip for which it knoez no wun but yoo kan release itz diabolic hold...
*I LoVe y0o...'huNnie' for being here at duh very momentz yoo have and hope at least I get a ring or worry and care...
...*