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TAKEN OFF MAI MYSPACE BLOB AND STYL NOT FINISHED BUT WUTEVER!?!?!...
mai life currentlee...SUX!??! mai friendz duh few i got or wonderful tah meeh n alll...tryin tah make meeh feel better every difficult step of the way...[[[teNgZ mostlee tah mai lil sexy peanUt mAmmY, FeWiSha& BaM BaM...i ow big...i love yo0 guyz lyk yo0 would never ever believe...tengz for listening n dealin wit mai downness...n mai hysterikalness at brunch todae!!??! sory if i was krazee n got yah wet wit tearz n shtuff...but i kant even thank yo0 all enuff for everything yah all dun for meeh in the yearz to0...if i kan d0 neting juss please tell meeh ASAP...im here for yo0!?!>>....okay dash not the bad part! dash duh only best part!!! well so stuff happened a little ago...shtuff was figured out n sed n felt n ect...n i dunt tink ish duh ryt place n tym tah tell dat...ish juss been so hard for meeh tah deal... im sik behind stressed running outta tym depressed n hurt!??!! itz hard gettin through mai day without thinking about "NUDLE"?!?! i think of nudle all the tym... i swear yesterday all i thought about was nudle?!?! jn i barely even d0 dat kuz yo0 knoe i got skul to pay attention tah...but no it was sooooo krazee i was bawling at BRUNCH wen bam bam asked meeh wut was wrong!??!! i couldnt believe maiself!??! den at lunch 2 gyrl frenz of myn...was tokin bout it n agen i couldnt hold bak!??! i bawled ryt der n den....todae i promised maiself dat i would control maiself as in TRY as hard as i kan!?!?! den n first i found sumting out from a fren...n i couldnt help but vent in a notebook den agen wit a frend in duh klass.... i was pissed out!?!?! i was at the gyrl den at the guy den at the situation den other detailz den all at the same fucking tym... den the sadness rolled in...den i started tah cry in KLASSSSS wyl i was ryting styl...n i kept gettin are yah okay wutz happening n shit from friendz around... omg was it horrible luckily it was a video dat was playing not duh teacher kuz duh lightz were off!?! (i tink???) but yah den i went outside for air ....well den at brunch i toked tah sexy n bam was it meeh....shit... after a few wordz about it n i yelled out BITCHHHHH den i EXPLODED into TEARZ!??!?! i couldnt take it i was juss waiting tah let it out... juss controling so much so little.... i guess i wasnt used to it so wen i kame out... it was yelling n bawling crying.... i got a lot of hugz from mai frenz (yah noe hu yah are....teng Q!) but all i remember was wut i felt,,,wut i wanted tah do....hu was der.... n wut i sed "ITZ NOTTTTT OKAY?!?!?!?!" because it fucking wasnt okay!??! OKAY??? it wasnt! im not okay!!!!! i dunt feel okay! i wont be okay!!! mai life isnt okay?!?! so how kan yo0 guyz kum up tah meeh n say ITZ OKAY!?!?! KUZ ISH NOT!!! (oh n not mad at yo0! im juss saying i guess...sori!!) but yeah i felt bakstabbed...hidden from... i wanted tah fight big tym with her or sok sumwun realllllllllllyyyyyy bad...n if i saw her or him ryt der n dem i woulda start hell den!?!?! SHIET was i soooo pissed off!?!?! but den i had tah go to klass n compress everything agen....GOSH it was figgin hard!??! i ended up crying in klass AAA LOTTTTTTTTT after dat!??!?! after dat yo0 kant ever juss hold it in so easily!?!! so yeah den i remembered duh promise i told maiself n i wont 4get!?! so agen i did...control cover n smile....lyk i kan do oh so damn well!?! but lately i refuse to REALLY REALLY hid..for all den hu knoe..i wear no make up on sik...or bad nudle dayz!?!?! gosh kraze!?! so yeah im juss suppppper down!! i almost blew up at lunch todae but bam calmed meeh down but being hmmmm himself...n feh helped big tym too in 3rd! but yeah so now im trying to forget....n not be weak...n not be used n stuppid....lyk i have been lately....ive been letting mai emotionz n feelz keep meeh down low but now nooooo i refuse for at least todae ill try hard...nex ting yo0 noe tomorrow ill be crying n bum looking agen lyk monday!?! so yeah.... im trying wish meeh luck!?! but im sooo mad how im trying so hard n crying everyday n stressed thinking about nudle n missing lyk krazee den i fiund out nudlez having fun toking tah more mills people...kant nudle have consideration for wiut i feel wen nudle talkz tah mai "frendz" n dat "friend" "lyks" nudle?!?!! huh??? kuz i noe nudle will FREAK if i tok tah nudlez WM friendz n i noe dey lyk meeh!?!? i KNOE!?!??!?! I KNOE!! |
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| So0 hello.. ppl... wonder if anywun even kumz here anymore??? haha... well yeah sori i dunt ryt i even forgot for a long booty tym i had dis!?! haha i juss membered now!?! soo yeah... ish a dae before kevinz birthday.. im excited... therez sumting goin down at his place dat day.... n ish CHRISTMAS FRIDAY!?!! imma gib the lyk onlee 3 giftz i got tomorrow!!! haha....low on cash kuz more important giftz to more important ppl.... not lyk yoor mai frend need a gift.... so den wutever~!... yeah hmm den on fridae i got rachez recital den fam party den mendezanian or wutever party at nyt... den model klass church den youth group on sunday!!? haha... im so BZ!!!... lolz.. i think i got most of it all planned out.... with tymz n ridez juss not outfitz!?!?!?! i need three different Xmas outfitz!?! for fri...sat...sun...!?! well yeah mayb ill find out todae.. imma d0 sum layt shoppin todae!?! hmmm.... wutelse... im takin mai second official plane ride alone... tah vegas on wed nex week tah join mai oder parentz ober der.... i feel real bad for leavin mai papa. here... but yeah mom got mad wen i even ask tah go home b4 new yearz... so imma be gone most all of winter vakay! haha.. but i got a SMALLL thing going on on mon n tuesday nex week... b4 i leave.... wanna kum??? haha... so anywayz... hmmm imma get going kuz i got a couple of other thingz tah do.... see yo0 happy holidaez....merry christmas....hapi newyearz.... gud luck on finalz n katchin up.... bai bai.... *H0 HA H0!?!* heehee (wink wink) i love yo0 all... take kare... enjoy... feel gud... stay wit loved wunz... open giftz asap! hehe... dunt think about dietz n all juss eat it all!?! yoo0 knoe yo0 wanna!?!! haahaha.... bai!!?!?!?!
~**~ lil MiS KaY ~**~
0h yah... wanted list!?! check mai myspace....link should be on the bottom in an entry...hmm nov... sumting! haha but yo0 aint got tah... but if so0 teng Q!?! |
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| okay okay sori sori i never continued mai blob of homekuming...well if yah wanna knoe ask meeh personalleee...oh n also i got developments of 7 films from all the way bak in AuGuSt?!! so if yah wanna see dat...hit meeh up! hmmm well dez daiz ive been packin movin go kumin n shietz lyk dat... i moved all the way tah Daly City now..so if yo0 from der...HaE!...but anywayz...hmm i styl sleep over here in millbrae for a few dayz kuz ish closer tah mills yah knoe... hmmm mai beyboobee kame hurr tah mill tah help meeh n mai parents do a couple shtuff around the place lyk paint mai r00m bak tah white...TENG Q HUNNIE!??! wellz it was hellah kool...kuz we didn argue o nutin....ish was sweet n mai parents drove him home both tymz...hmmmfelicia kam the first nyt also...she was paintin all over haha n mai BAK! haha tengx Feh!...we were doing homework most of the tym..n hun was painting bai himself!...peenuttiebooty kam 3-4 on the second day...tah teach meeh a dance she made herself tah mai song..1 2 step! haha ish hellah kool...im gettin it sorta hahha im off countz...but ish funn! SO DEN SHOUTOUT TAH MAI SEXY MAMMY...TENGX GIRL AGEN FOR ALL YOO HELP!?! I LABADABDAB YO0!?! n well im kinda not stressed as much kuz a finished a long tym stressing meeh out project for mai failing klass english! mai book chat... i hope mai presentation is okay!...i didnt finish the book! hah but yeah pray for meeh okay??? well yeah n mai momz helping meeh wit mai fashion file for barbizon... i juss BETTER finish it!??! n hmm omg but im hellah stressed over...mai LV trip with HOPEFULLY MAI HUNNIE!?! during Xmas BreaK!...and HAE YA'LL MAI BEYBOOBEE'S BIRTHDAY IS IN 17 DAYZ TODAE!??! [better greet him or yo0ll see!...jk!!]...hmm yeah styl gotta get a gift... ^_^'.... but yeah... imma try tah plan a shopping thing next week for Xmas n all!?! n shtuff.. but i dunt got HELLAh money!?! nemore..im lyk screwed for the holidae///giftz!?! n imma see wash going on for our yearly...holiday party gathering get togathah!?! haha hmmmmyeaah.... im sooo -___-' so much shiet to do!.... i feel overwhelmed and worried and stressed agen!?! yo0 damn blob make meeh think of other thingz i styl gotta do..lyk pik all mai DAMN outfitz for sunday! haha well yeah ish not dat hard i think!?!? i hope not!?! well yeah...hmmm.... juss hit meeh up if yo0 in for nething... or ideaz...agreements...or hi?? haha anything kuz im tierd..n feeling lyk tymz running out..looking at the datez n tymz..is all i do now...n plan n blah n blah n blah.. but EVERYTHING HAS TO BE PERFECT!??!! dast how i am!!? [A PERFECTIONIST!] well...*TAKE KURE...LUV MAI FRIENDZ...OF COURSE I MEAN BOIFWEN TOO!?!...MUAH* |
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| OMG!?!?! itz homekuming todai.... ive been stressing about this day for weekz now!!! to try to make kevin go!?! he finally agreed... but yeah im soooo Xcited!?! i borrowed rachelz dress....
WAIT TO BE CONTINUED!?!?! SORI PPL!?!?! BAI BAI!!! WISH MEEH FUNN!!?! |
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| HAPPY BIRHTDAY ATE!?!
NOVEMBER 8.... |
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